i feel so lonley becuase now all i ever do is work. i miss my adventuring days. i am so sad reading those blogs because that was so much fun and always an adventure, i guess i need to just start having them again but i dont know how because im ALWAYS WORKING?! waht the fuck
how do people do full time jobs their whole lives?! god i just dont get it. i like my job, thats the thing, but idont like it as much as being free. at least i guess i am proud i am going to stay there long enough to be able to get enough money for traveling this summer until may or june.
maybe i just feel this way because i miss my boyfriend alot, its so lame that he is even my boyfriend right now i think having someone to miss just makes me feel more lonley then if i just was having sex with him and then he went away for a little while then i can have other boyfriends all the time. its just very frusterating to me because i dont know which way to go like.. do i wait for the best sex of my life for weeks for one week of bliss? or throw it all away for moderatly good sex with strangers all the time?!
i dont know.
i am so confused and frusterated.
damn.
i have such a cool job and live in such a cool place, what is wrong with me? why am i unhappy? i think i just miss my loves.
that has to be it.
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